Before Whine: Pissed.
Well, I’m going to whine today, a very long whine. That’s what commonly blog is used for anyway. Okay, here comes the whine!
I got this friend, her name is not important and it seems not fair for me to write her name here on the public blog. She’s the only one from my closest friends that is very pessimist and cynical about my obsession with Alan Rickman. She is the one who always give a negative remarks (sometimes sounds like she’s trying to say ‘you’re insane’) whenever she heard me talking about Alan. I don’t take it seriously of course… It’s just ignorant remarks, but then it started to become tiring, more important it hurts and get to my nerves.
So, today… After she stated her once again ignorant remarks, I said to her with this stressed voice of mine, “I LOVE HIM, and I’M HAPPY, why can’t you understand that?” and I really want to add, “YOU STUPID, IGNORANT, UN-FEELING SILLY COW! A POOR EXCUSES FOR A FRIEND!” (No, for friendship shakes I didn’t add it) Not that she don’t have boyfriend to love, she do HAVE and that’s what make things worst! How could she just stated all those ignorant, negative remarks and then write “Rickmanism is BAD, no passion and et cetera, et cetera..” on the classroom desk and suddenly I began to exploded inside and says to her with a very unlikely voice “NO PASSION? Rickmanism is full of passion! You can’t write it! If you-don’t-know-it! And it’s not BAD! It’s good, it makes me happy”. I feel bad, lord knows after what I said I feel bad towards her. She’s just unbelievably shallow minded. I feel like punching her face and drown her, face first in a basin!
She never appreciates me and my passion, always very egoistic and full of herself. I’ve grown tired by it!
And then one of another my friend asked, who do we think shall married first and who shall married last in our class. And she’s once again stated me as the last. That’s very hurting man! I don’t think that’s going to feel hurts, but when she points her finger at me, it really did felt hurts. ”YOU COW AND STUPID! I hate you with every fiber of my existence!” I really want to say that to her but like Winston Churchill said, “Always write angry letters to your enemies. Never mail them ;)
Well, I’m done with the whine. Next is Alan related news:
‘My name is Rachel Corrie’ the controversy play that was directed by Alan Rickman and showed in Royal Court Theatre, London, last April will be transfer to New York Workshop Theatre in March.
Lucky New Yorkers got to see Mr Rickman Brilliant Work!
Mood After Whine: Normal
and a bit excited as well.
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